~**☆★糖糖のv0iCe◆◇**~

Dedicates this song to the -bastard- who make me feel every inch of myself is worth nothing but thrash~
Thanks a million and I don't need anymore of your fuken lies in my life_


This song is so freakin' sweet^^
muaxxx shinoda^^

If you want to listen to the song, you can get it from my SkyDrive>>>click here


Believe Me
Artist: Fort Minor
Album: The Rising Tied


[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me


I don't want to be the one to blame
You like fun and games
Keep playing em
I'm just saying
Think back then
We was like one and the same
On the right track
But I was on the wrong train
Just like that
Now you've got a face to pain
And the devil's got a fresh new place to play
In your brain like a maze you can never escape the rain
Every damn day is the same shade of grey


Hey I used have a little bit of a plan
Used to
Have a concept of where I stand
But that concept slipped right out of my hands
Now I don't really even know who I am
Yo, what do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me


[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me


Back then, I thought you were just like me
Somebody who could see all the pain I see
But you proved to me unintentionally
That you would self-destruct eventually
Now I'm thinking like the mistake I made doesn't hurt
But it's not gonna work
Cause it's really much worse than I thought
I wished you were something that you were not
And now this guilt is really all that I got


You turned your back
And walked away in shame
All you got is a memory of pain
Nothing makes sense so you stare at the ground
I hear your voice in my head when no one else is around
What do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen with me


[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me


[bridge]


[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

Do what i have to do
You're on your own now believe me

What ever happens to you
You're on your own now believe me

What do I have to say
You're on your own now believe me

It's not gonna happen with me
You're on your own now believe me

Fiu fiu~ I'm back home at last...been sleeping alot at home..

Dang~ the bus trip was horrible. Definitely the worst one I ever had. All my roommates had already left for home. I was the last taking 5pm bus..

DAng, it was raining again...the bus was terribly late. It came at 7pm and only start moving at 7.3opm...zomg~ tortorous waiting. Make me want to doze off. So tired le...At last got home about 1.30am~
Which was fckn late..I really hate this.

I manage to get online abit on the using my USB modem and boiboi (laptop). Keke, not too bad although the line is pretty unstable. Well, it was good enough for a travelling bus. Gets disconnected at places but still detects line^^ Only manage to keep up with a little MSN-ing. It was too dark to type in the bus and all bumpy garh~
And also thankiu Luccifer accompany me SMS...oh well, a demon lives in my phone. Wakakaka~

This is my coveted SDO-X Summer Passion installer>>>>>
Tada~ the DVD i requested by post had reached home 2 days before I reach home. Yee haw, good timing^^
And so I had to wreck my brain a little bit to clear up space in my boiboi to install it.
DAng again, the client won't connect to the server after installation. I thought I had missed out some patches but it turned out nothing was wrong really.

The Summer Passion client turns out trying to connect back to X-treme server to download 2updates. I keep restarting the client until it can connect to the server. What a nuisance. After the update, the client now connects to Dreamland server which is the correct one.
Oiyo, what a scare.. this little thing so buggy.

Will be at home for the rest of the week for Hari Raya holiday.
Eat and sleep..haha, so blissful~

Zomg, my dear girlfriend(Ying) is getting married on 27th Sept^^
I wonder how the couple will look like. Haha.. sure very cute^^ Finally marry already. Congratulations to both of you (Ying and Wai). Hope you guys happy happy always^^

Few days ago, I was playing SD0 in my hostel room at night. I still remember I was playing lover mode with Typ3*R_jimmy. Hahaha, it was a hard song and I totally wrecked the game with all the bad and miss.

I was alone in my room when two girls came knocking at my door, Gosh, I forgot to lock the door! zomg~ as usual I wore my Earpump when I'm playing. Noise isolation baby^^ I cant hear them calling for me at the door.

I can't look away either because I was in the middle of a game..dang, what a nuisance~ They actually open the door and kept knocking for my attention. Haha, after that they just came straight in and put everything beside me.

Actually they were sending dedications lolx~ Mooncake festival dedications...usually my roommates get a bunch of them but to my surprise, there's one for me too. zomg~

I looked at the label..haha, the sender spelled my name wrong liao and didn't leave a name..aiya, someone actually sent me candies and I don't know who~

There were some candies sent together with this star-shaped candle^^
Really cute I like it very much^^

Whoever you are~ domo arigato gozaimasu^^
谢谢++++



PS.
Earpump= my earphone
SD0= SDO-X Season 2 (online game)

Yay^^
I created a new blog on this date~

Yush..must ganbatte to keep my 'fire bird' alive^^

PS.
my blog's URL meaning

vermillion (a vivid red)
suzaku (legendary fire bird- zhu que)